Terraluna the Fruit Bat (terraluna_bat) wrote,
Terraluna the Fruit Bat
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Two steps forward, one step back

It is very hard from getting depressed when I feel I have gotten over the hump for being healed, I find out I am wrong.

Friday, I went up to my bone Doc to check on my progress. When He pulled up the freshly taken X-ray of my left arm, hopes of me getting better soon were dashed. My left arm has become rebroken. This will require the Doctor to reopen up my arm, scrape the bones for better setting, and then graft on some more bone. The Doctor will also place a permanent plate in the arm to hopefully cause the bone to grow strait and heal.

The worse complication is that the rehealed nerve to my dominant left hand will be right in the way of the bone repair. There is a possibility of permanently damaging the nerve, causing my left hand to become useless.

Some times it just doesn't seem fair. I know getting depressed doesn't seem to heal anything, but sitting here at 3:00 am in the morning I can do nothing but feel alone and depressed.

Sorry for the rant.
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